Hello everyone,
I decided to create a blog about my experiences. Sinds a year i'm experiencing sleeping paralysis.
What is sleep paralysis? When you wake up at night and you're really awake you can't move. In your head you're thinking "i want to move/scream" but you can't do any of them.
I don't know why i'm experiencing this for the first time in my whole life. Maybe it's because my sisters death i'm able to see more than I should???? I don't know why, but this whole thing is very scary for me.
The first time this experiences started at night in march. I was under the sheet in bed that night and when I woke up I couldn't move and I could look with my eyes. I looked to right and left and didn't see a thing.
The second time it happened a blond guy appeared right next to my computer desk. It was looking at me and I remember that I was paralyzed, but somehow I was able to move and stand up and I had goosebumps everywhere and told him to go away because this is my house
The third time it happened a shadow came from the door and came to my bed and bend over to look to my face. The scary part it is, even though it has the shape of a human, but it didn't have a face! I was paralyzed that night as well.
The fourth experience. I went to bed at half past 12 AM and before I knew I woke up and I was walking next to my bed and going to the window to take a look. I did and suddenly I heard a scream. The only thing I could do at that moment is to go back to my bed. I think i had out of body experience that night and I was in an other level and that's why I was able to see and hear more than in normal body state. The thing came screaming to my body and tried to hurt me. I was praying to god and suddenly I woke up with my fist in the air and screaming. My arms hurt the whole day and I didn't sleep.
I have many more experiences since those days and at the moment im doing ok. I'm not sleeping with the lights off.
I was wondering if any other people have any experiences like mine... I kinda feel alone on this one.
